Hi Nicole and
to the group. Sweetie , you have been through so much, and I know when you're young it's hard enough as it is, and this just makes it feel harder. I too was diagnosed at 20, and I want to assure you that you can still go to college, and you could still be a nurse. You shouldn't give up on that, it's just that you need to adjust and come to terms with this conditon, then you can start to step by step reclaim your life by doing things a bit differently than before.
I went to back to college at 24, and went to work in the medical sector in an Admin capacity and then later became a Data Manager working with Excel databases. I KNOW you can go back to persuing your dream, and our aim is to help you to get there.
Your life might feel in bits at the moment, but it's a step at a time, one day at a time. You need to still believe in your capabilities and not lose focus on your goals. The best way to start is by adapting to the things you do at home, and build up from there.
We can help you Nicole, to get on with your life the way you want to.